sighss.
when i was in the plane on the way back 2 aussie.
ahhh
it felt so incomplete
like i'm leading two lifes.

ISH!!

i'm tired and drainned
which is home for me?
=(

i took one last look at malaysia as the plane took off
tears start rolling down~
yes i admit
i'm feeling sad b'cuz i haven't had enough and i dun wanna leave =(
feeling nostalgic

sigh

the gud times

memories

cousins
friends
family
birthdays.
everything man.
felt so gud back der.
not that i hate aussie but like sorry man
half of the people that makes my life a colourfull 1 is der in msia.

ahhh~ why must I be the one who has to always experienced changes.
why can't it be the OWH~ SO CAREFREE TYPE! piff. never happen for my case
i hate changes.
sometimes things are just better the way it is.
well
guess its my destiny to come to australia.
can't beat that.
but sometimes how i wonder what will my life be like back there?
hmm~
for the better or the worse ??
malaysia !!
ahh how i love you
food.culture.atmosphere.nightlife.mamak stalls.people.my home.
=(
homesick indeed.
aussie sorry to turn my back on you.
but if did set up some mamak stalls and hawker food i'll probably think twice deciding where i would rather be at.


love you all people
xxxx
missing u friggin much too~



p/s he sent me a valentine message =] thank you. meant so much to me even if its a few words
i love you and i hope u have a great one although i wish i was by your side to share the joy.