Today is the day that she finally
free her heart from the past.
Today is the day that reality catches up with her.
She finally woke.
Woke from her wonderland of dreams and false pretence.
How and why?
well.
All this while throughout her entire life.
She never really thought she would find love.
She watch her friends find love. let go of love. and find love again.
She watch and
smile.
She's content
She had people in her life that she came across.
she tried to open her heart to them..
yet somewhat...
the image of a shadow just kept coming back 2 haunt her.
she hung on to this glimmer of hope for a very long time..
She suffocates. she tries very hard. she won't give up. she changes.
Because of that she never really let anyone into her life to try and make it a living dream
Except one.
Gosh.
she gave her everything to him.
But today.
today is the day where everything changes
What could she really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how he feels?
it doesn't matter cause she wants it to stay that way..
She wants him to feel happy.
give another a chance to feel loved,for another to be his everything, to feel the butterflies in their stomach when they see him.
Give him the chance to emancipate
the disarray that's been in him for years.
She wants happiness for him.
She wishes he would love that girl to eternity.
Therefore. she knows its time
the time has really come.
No more pretending to be over it.
No more dreams of that " One day"
No more
reminiscing
No more " What If's "
Its time for her to finally carry her unchained heart free herself from the past
Walk the path of
freedom.The long awaited journey that she wanted to set out to explore a long time ago.
Give others a chance to be in her life.
Somehow she learnt alot from this chapter of her life
He taught her alot of things that she didn't knew at first.
Taught her heart a sense she never knew she had.
"Loving someone is learning to love them for their flaws.
It is not the amount of expensive gifts or lavish dinners that they spent on you but rather the amount of times they took your breath away.
True love is never vengeful nor it is jealous.
Sometimes we experience true love by looking at the person you love being happy.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
Take this opportunity to grow and live for the future. Fear less and love more.
For one day you look back to your life and smile at the memories that pulled your heartstrings "
That is the biggest lesson i've learn from him.You might think i'm foolish for holding on to something so priceless and useless for so long.
But i know myself.
that it was something gold.
and by gradually letting go of love would one go further
I desperately tried to hold my emotions far behind
The past I'm fighting hard to recover
and why bother changing the time that you've missed.
I fell in your gravity
yet i climbed up and today i'll be someone new.
I'll
take chances and create chances.To you :
I've always not only loved you or me but us.
It was something magical that we shared.
Perhaps life's destiny lot only allowed us to meet
Merely allowing us to love, in this one season of fall
I hope you're happy
and that she's someone wonderful that blew your breath away.
Your happiness i hope to share.
Treat her well and appreciate every moment with her.
cuz moments like this don't always come in life.
Lastly.
Goodbye and farewell.
it was great sharing one stage of my life with you.
