I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my thoughts would be in yesterday
This are my confessions.


Never would I have thought you one day would cross my life
neither would I have the thought that i would fall for you.
Yet I did.
You were somewhat different from the others.
I loved the feeling.
It had me spinning head over heels crazy over you.
I wanted you to know how i felt
Becuase it's not always the same.
no it's never the same if you don't feel it too.
I waited for you to realize thtat i'm on your side.
yet that hope seems to move a little futher each time as I wait.



I couldn't take the mind games of what "you" are always thinking?
b'cuz i admit
I can't figure you out.
If you just realize what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other?
I tried avoiding tried forgetting yet somewhat i can't seem to bring myself to do it.
but as of now i realise
If you love something you have to set it free
b'cuz yearning keeps you hoping but if all hope has dissapeared?
what is left?
you standing on your own two feet picking up the pieces.


I admit i haven't got the strength anymore to deny
I want you to know the truth
That i did like you very much
in fact till today i still regret not telling you how i feel when I had the chance to
perhaps I was too scared to make the first move due to rejection

I'm glad that we're still friends.
maybe it is better off this and i hope we don't lose our friendship because of this.
I want you to move on and not dwell and i hope the same for me
b'cuz we can't keep playing guessing games
You shared my laughters and sorrows
and i'm truly grateful.

Lastly,
Aishiteru (愛してる)

rained @ 6:22 AM